STUDY..!!a

Switch off my working mode

and switch on my study mode…

today is my 1^st day off for study

still have 3 days to go to face my 1^st subject-SQM

close myself in the room &

Study study study….

quite ok this time doing my revision…

suddenly 12++pm

my hp rings….==

Is from my working shop

what again this time….duhhhh

I answer the phone & they ask me to work

WTH…

straight away I reject…

no matter wad she say I just reject..reject & reject

lastly she didn’t force me anymore

but before she end call

‘’你没有用啊你…’’

alright this is what I get since I work there for almost 5 month

do you ever think of student who facing the exam

what is the feeling ??

what you know is just the shop

since I’m doing my revision for my exam & u ask me go to work

this doesn’t make sense at all!!!

Okay…

I didn’t reply her anything

what to do??

keep my anger to myself…

wonder I can for all this until when..?

if I resign…what about my daily expenses??

and where I should find a job….?

lots of question mark here..!

this is my 1^st experience as a cashier

and this is also my 1^st job that cause me cry…..

this job really make me EXHAUSTED!!!

I’m tired!!!!

I seem like crazy people

after study, work….after work, study….

work like hell…gosh

my aunt was encourage me to quit this job

because she always hear me grumbling..

I don’t know what will be happen next year…

still wondering

and seen I enter this shop there are 3 people resign already

they get freedom….i can say that…

and come another 2 new staff

Who is going to be resign next??

And I can stand until when??

WONDERING….. >=(